My World

I think I should be like that tree which can success while alone

I just a simple person and like the other people outside. But sometimes I feel there's something wrong in my life. Every day I saw people around me where they are smiling and laughing. I always thinking how they can act that way like there is no problem in their life?

Someone has told me, " You was a loser". It is true I'm a loser but I didn't think so. Billions of people in this world are not born to be a loser but there are a champion. Why I said that, because a male has million of sperm who fight to win a game where only one can win and the winner is yours who read this crazy thing(because I'm crazy now). As a winner you should take a challenge in real world. Only two things, Success Or Fail. 

Human, the greatest creature in this universe will do anything to success in their life. They will try to reach what they want but not all are lucky. They failed and they are lucky if they do not give-up to try again. 

May I asked you something reader and I hope you can answer this question in your heart but if you don't mine you can share it.

"Who are you in this real world"

Such an idiot question right, but I believe not everyone can answer this thing. Who's can answer this thing, congratulation but for those who can't answer this question go and continue to move find who are you. 

For teenager like me, there is nothing then try to choose within 2 road. Where is the real road that can make you happy soon. My has said to me there is " your feature will be so hard if you don't buy it now. So choose carefully and if it is true what are you doing now, so go on and we see whether you would smile or otherwise". That word always be in my mind but it so hard to me to do it.

An Arabic Wisdom had said "Master your own heart maybe you can be somebody". I always said to myself don't be anybody else but struggle to find your real-self.(Sorry, my English not really good).

I always thinking, what I will be for next 10 year. But what I see it now still blur and try to polish it to make it clear to view. Insya-Allah, it will be clear soon. But our world is still spinning until the doomsday and people will try to reach what they want in their life and never satisfied with what they have.